2012: End of Life or Start of a New Journey

                    Yesterday a man in the market asked me,” Mr. have you heard that 21st December is going to be the last day of our earth? Is it true? “. I am observing this question from few days here and there. Actually from the last year, so many rumors (!) were spreading about this issue. But in the reality, I have so little knowledge about the creation and destruction of the earth. So, naturally I tried to avoid him by just saying,” May be”. Suddenly another man from behind threw a comment,” Whatever it is, should we get mutton at fifty rupees per kilo? ”. I don’t know how long this important conversation continued but surely it raised some splash of thoughts in my mind. Let me tell you those thoughts.

                    You can’t blame only Bengalis. All of us need some spicy issues to live the life. I mean something that can indulge you in tension, dream and debate. Moreover, if the topic is something like ‘Lokpal Bill’ or ‘Cricket World Cup’ which are not only the issue of your locality or city but also the issue of national importance, then that’s more interesting and appealing. But now, finally we have got something which is international in standard. From Harry to Hari, from Madonna to Madna’s mother all are very much deeply involved with this issue. Some critics may say Global Warming or Recession is also a global issue. Some may try to say about World Peace or Humanities. But we know well how to stop those bogus intellectuals. Actually these things are either complex or non-spicy or backdated ideology. From that point of view, if we consider the issue of the end of the world, it is incredibly thrilling. Who will stop us, the Bengalis, now from being philanthropist!! Suspense, Science, Philosophy, History, Geography, Religion, Astrology —- each and every spice is present here to make this recipe a tasty one. Actually from the KG school exam we are writing essays on World Peace, Humanities etc. and now these seems to appear so boring. What about Global Warming and Recession? Let me confess, now-a-days sometimes I forget the name of my son and wife also due to repetitive media overdose regarding these topics. Moreover I hope you will also agree with me that, these issues are little bit abstract like modern arts. On the other hand, consider the film 2012. Since I have seen that movie in pirated copy from torrent, I have seen those frames several times appearing in my dreams, in traffic jams or in flyovers.

                    I have discovered a philosophical view on this issue. Have you been cheated by your beloved ones? Are you tensed about tax payment? Have your bank balance became nil for the payment of the donation fees of your son’s college admission? Are you worried about your daughter’s marriage? Have you been warned by your boss? Have you been criticized by your colleagues? Is your roof’s plasters are falling down? Is there any problem regarding industrialization of West Bengal? Are you worried about Sachin Tendulkar’s century? There is nothing to be worried. The earth is going to be destructed very soon. After thinking for a long time now I have realized, “I have crawled through the life from the beginning of it. I have lived the life exactly as they (my relatives and aquantices) had wanted. I have done so many things to make them happy. Now, it’s my turn. I have to live the life on my own terms.” My envy, hatred, ego has hearted so many people. I have to ask them to pardon me. I have to buy biscuits for the mad who live in the crossing. I have scolded my son a lot for his study but loved little. I have to buy a canvas for him. I have shown enough rough behavior to the rickshaw driver. Now, I have to treat him as a human being. I won’t throw a single empty cigarette packet on the road. I will protest against anything I consider wrong. I will help the cantin-boy to sign his name. I will offer my seat to the older person in the crowded bus. I won’t throw stones unnecessary to the street dogs. Moreover I will sit again with my old diary of poems. That guy in the market has said the truth. We are not going to get mutton at fifty rupees per kilo, but I will buy mutton for my family on Sunday by saving the money from the lottery games. Otherwise, I will have veg meal for six continuous days, but on Sunday, I will buy mutton for sure. I will live my Bengali life fully with my poems, my favorite dishes and with my friends of the local cheap tea stall. And if this earth still exists after 21st of December, I will smile secretly. I will say, “Thank you rumor. You have given me the exact issue to live the life.”

Meaning of Success

We all want to be successful in our life. We design our plan according to get that success. But somehow, when we reach at that point, we discover one interesting fact, “This is not what I want”.

Actually I think success is not limited to achieve something but to feel it.

I have asked so many people about success.
And most of the answers are common. Here is a quick list :

1) Money

2) Fame

3) Career

4) Power

and etc. etc.

What I want to say, success is understood as luxury lifestyle with modern gadgets, car, penthouse, well designated job, fame, power, good result etc.

But dear friends, these all are nothing but the parameter set by your society.
If you achieve all these, you will be considered as a successful person in your family, friend circle and colleagues.

But ask yourself first just one question.

If you are in a lonely desert and the night is dark and deep, would you still consider yourself successful?

Actually success is a state of mind. It is to be yourself. It is to be satisfied with your present state and the way chosen by you for future life. At first make yourself feel that you are successful and then others.

If you think my opinion hypothetical then tell me one thing.

Are you sure that Bill Gates is the happiest person in the world and the boatman who sings in the midnight in his tiny boat is the most unhappy person !!

So, set your own parameter of success and chase it.
Higher ambition is good but only when that ambition is close to your heart.

 

Epic : The Browser from INDIA

Hidden Reflex, a Bangalore – based software startup has launched the first browser targeted at Indian audiences named EPIC. The browser created by a dedicated team of Indian engineers is built on the popular open – source Mozilla platform.

Any internet user can now download the browser for free by logging on to the website www.epicbrowser.com.

The specialty of the browser is the sidebar feature which supports Indian content and includes the option to write and create documents in twelve regional Indian languages. Epic enables users to access the latest national and regional news from popular publications and television channels in its sidebar and also provides latest updates on stock markets, live cricket scores and local events in the city. Further, users can choose from 1500 + customized Indian themes and wallpapers provided in the browser ranging from national monuments to famous Bollywood movies.

The unique feature of EPIC is the free built –in antivirus, the first time ever for a browser in India. It would benefit Indian users to save money by performing regular virus scans on EPIC for free. Every file downloaded on EPIC would be automatically scanned. Further, the user would be given an option to manually scan the system or individual folders for any virus and any infections found would be healed completely.

Epic is the first browser to have built a suite of sidebar applications to improve multi-tasking and productivity. Pre-installed applications include communication apps for Facebook, Orkut, Gmail and more, entertainment apps such as a Picture-in-Picture Video Sidebar and Games, and utilities like File Backup, My Computer, a To-Do list, and Maps. Over 1500 user-installable applications are also available to the end user for free.

It is built on Mozilla Framework & open source platform. The first impression it gave was awesome, all the apps were neatly lined up on the left side bar. It comes with some beautiful themes, the tabs with great translucency & gives you a fresh blend.The most amazing feature of the browser is its App Bar. It caters all the needs starting from News Updates, Cricket scores to Social Networking (definitely.)

It also comes integrated with a word processor named “Write”, so you can now edit and save documents right away.
There is a Task reminder too, so now you won’t forget your work while enjoying on Epic.

With Epic you will now enjoy great integration with the video site you can also download the videos after they have fully streamed. With “Picture In Picture” feature multitasking will be now like skating on smooth ice….With Epic now you also don’t have to worry about File Backup as you can easily backup file with Gmail.

YOU CAN DIRECTLY TYPE STUFF AND TURN IT INTO HINDI OR ANY OTHER LANGUAGE OF YOUR CHOICE
All the features are on the sidebar. Rest is barely different from firefox.

At A Glance

Antivirus:  Powered by ESET, virus definitions required download, 25MB as of today.

News: Fetches feeds from quality Indian websites

Transliteration Tool:  You may type in english and get text transliterated to your local indian language.

Word Processor: integrates well with the transliteration tool. Includes basic formatting.

Web Snippet: Drag and drop text, images or webpage to save them locally.

Youtube Search: You can save custom playlist and search youtube videos.

File Explorer: Lets you browse your files.

To-do List and Timer

Facebook, Twitter, Orkut, Gmail and Yahoo on sidebar.

Google Maps, Travel info from Yatra.com

Job Search from Indeed.com

Online File Backup utility

PROS. & CONS.

PROS: Feature rich.Good browser for non tech savvy people who do not want to customize.Fast and loads pages quickly.Ability to add firefox addons.

CONS: This browser is just Firefox with pre-installed addons.Everything on the sidebar can get cramped.Too much to read whenever I click a sidebar app. It takes a lot of time to scroll apps on the sidebar.The background wallpaper needs be of a higher resolution.

Have a look …….

http://www.epicbrowser.com/

The Great News : I am still alive.

I am still alive
To me in any condition, in any circumstances the most important and great news is  ”I am still alive.”
Why?
Because, I don’t want to live in utopia. I know I love myself most in this world.
Wait….
The sense is not that much selfish. It is the extreme positivity of a little live in this infinite universe.
I think there may be so many obstacle to destroy and vanish each and every desire of my life. But until I am not dead I can dream again, I can fight again. I can create a new life, a new strategy once again for the day before the last day of my life.
As I have mentioned in my previous post, acceptance is the only way to be in peace.
But let that peace not to be the compromise of desire, compromise of dream. If I have to accept everything, if I don’t have the license to dream then what is the reason to be alive? Like that old mad man of my first abstract-story post, I have to search for the new way to reach the old destination, if not then new destination to reach.
But obviously I have to be super dynamic in thought, in work and in the basic concept of life. If I feel sorry I should cry loudly, if I feel happy I should laugh loudly.
I won’t allow any hypocrisy in expression of emotion at the cost of more compromise with my own
mind.
But…
There is also a time after this emotional period, and from there I will start my new journey.
So,
Face the problem eye to eye and say firmly -
“I AM STILL ALIVE”

Oxygen for mind – to me from me.

Choose the correct option.
What do we want all the time?
  1. Money
  2. Good Health
  3. Love
  4. Happiness
  5. Smile
  6. Not in the list
To me the correct answer is option ’6)’.

Because the thing we want every second is peace.

No, I am not talking as a philanthropist.
Not talking about world peace obviously.

I mean the peace of our mind.

Now how the peace will come depends upon the characteristics of individual.Here the answer may vary from ’1)’ to ’5)’.

But generally we expect to happen the things which is most acceptable by us.
But the problem lies here.

It’s not possible to happen all the things as we want.So what is the key that can bring the peace of mind?

There is no key at all !!

We have to have face the wrong situation.So, we have to be enough strong to accept the situation which is not acceptable at any cost.

But it’s not to compromise all, not to be cowered.
We have to be calm and to set determination to accept the situation and to take the necessary steps which is possible at our best effort.

After that nothing is in our hand. Then we can wait for ‘God’ or wait for ‘Time’.

Don’t think I am writing this because I am in a happy moment of life.
Actually I am in acute stress and writing this to overcome the stress.

I am writing this to remind myself the things I know but not applying.

It’s easy to know something but very hard to apply in our own life.

But I believe “I have to do what I have to do.

The Ultimate Wise Man vs One Mad Old Man

destroyed city

Once upon a time there was a city somewhere in this world.

The city was full of life. The people were so jolly and cordial. They were living a happy life. There were various problems. But somehow they had discovered the secret of joy. Each and every people were happy in their own way.

But . . .

One fine morning the city was attacked by the enemies.

They killed each and everyone including children and old people. The whole city was burning. After a few hours there was no one left alive to cry. The enemy soldiers also left the city and went to attack the next target.

It was evening. The sun was seeing the whole city with the ray of sorrow.

Suddenly, some kind of sound broke the silence. One man was walking through the dead-street. Actually he was returning from some place else. From his appearance it was quite easy to understand that  he was mad. The piles of dead body were failed to create any reaction in his face. Actually the dead bodies were just some unwanted obstacle to him. The mad old man was searching for something.

He was searching something from almost last 13 years. No one knew what was he searching for. Perhaps he himself didn’t know. And that’s the reason he was known as mad. No one had ever seen him to cry, laugh, shout and even to say something.

Actually in that particular time he was searching for a lighter to smoke. He was having just one cigarette in his hand. After searching for few dead bodies’ pocket he got one lighter.

But neither he lit up the cigarette nor he kept it in his pocket.

He observed it minutely and threw it far away.

And . . .

And he started to search something again.

May be he was searching that lighter, may be some lost face, may be some lost time or may be himself.
God knows.

Sorry, God doesn’t know what mad people think.
Have you any clue ?

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